Sunday, 14 November 2010

....

How?why?
I dont know...
This time the test is so different form previous
Felt numbless, Not knowing what to do

Just leave to GOD to handle
Pray , Fast , Read the Word

Lord!!!! I reallly need the strength & Wisdom from u
To handle & Past every single trail that u give to me

Monday, 14 June 2010

Random update

Boo!!!
Something i want to say after a msn conversation with 1 of my friend
he say that i am someone who wear a mask to concern him
I was mad yet with a alright mind
Not becos i am , yet because he cant get what he want in me that he say this
By doing this , you are just trying to ACT strong with pride
I would laugh
he even comment that when he saw the news about city harvest , he laugh
In my heart , i had a vision
That show : With  HIM , HE shall regin
We might have this news , yet we are stronger than u not know
We shall rejoice and still praise HIM
you may be laughing yet i shall say you are a fool
At the end of day , you might be lost but that dont bother me.
Cause i know that , i concern u where i treat you as my friend and I DONT WEAR A MASK
you might not appreciate it , that does not hurt me just to show that who you really are.

Monday, 29 March 2010

GirlFriend Day

29 March 2010
I went to run 3.5km today at bedok resourvior
Great Challenge to me
Aim= 4.2km , yet in the end only 3.5km
Almost fainted the moment i stop running.
I tired to walk the remaining 1.2km to finish the race.
Doing warm up so as to slow the beating of my heart beat
Due to the asmatha that i have , right way of breathing is important to me.
After resting for 15 min , i decided to go home.
Taking Bus , the moment i reach home, immediately , i vomit badly that...
Walking steps by steps home, i quickly rest on the floor.
Truly Thanks GOD for grace and healing that the giddyness has gone.

Today , me and my girlfriend had a great time chatting at starbuck for 2 hrs
Went to tamp mal walk while we cling on each other(haha)
Walk to tamp1 , decided to eat Chicken BBQ

Sunday, 28 March 2010

March news

23 march 2010
I have wonderful time with HIM
Though i have to make a decision between HIM n birthday celebration
Yet i choose...
Dr Paul Kim share his experience
What hits me is his strong focus and faith
Mat 6:33
Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all things shall be added to you
It really inspire me to keep focus on HIM no matter how things may look like
That on this day , i m glad that i choose HIM , knewing that this year , gona be full of challenges and fruitfulness
It lead me to make a decision where to Pray  deeper, Read more and Fast more
My connect grp gona Grow , Grow , Grow

After 23 march , i receive 4 cakes total, is 1 more than 2 yrs ago
I received a Birthday cake from my sis
Next is from my BS mates- they brought me cheesecake , which i dont eat yet amazing , i finish 3/4 of it.
3rd is my my cousian that celebrates with me after the leader's meeting at a small dark corner at JW building(haha)
Lastly is celebrates with jiu bang, at Tampines mall .( So happy to see them , we ate ,talk , laugh )

Tuesday, 16 March 2010

Temptation

Exam over..
Holiday comes..
1st few days , i m excited
Now, suddenly thought of BGR
Something i dislike the most , yet wanted so much
Leading me to emo
Ever since ,i make a decision
I tired my best to avoid , to surrender every single to HIM
Most of time,  i did it
what are emotion? what are thoughts?
Something that might control you for life or
you control them instead
Decision? Control them ..
Thank GOD i did , maintaining  it.
Though i have thoughts; why did i not have a partner ?looking at my besti , i always have a urge .
I know that i cant have it now, i m scared to have it
so scared that i just leave the problem to you , knowing that you will settle it.


March 16 2010
temptation
1) food
2) r/s

In this day , i will keep serving , loving and obey
I know that YOU are the key of all solution
Thank YOU for the promotion
people might not know me , might not understand
yet i know , only u know..
Loves YOU
Night muckies

Thursday, 4 March 2010

Level UP

Different Year , Things changed alot
Cell group multiply 
Passed 1 year , comes by not easy 
Challenges come and go
Situation lead me in changing of mindset
He taught me , rising me up during last year youth camp
He gave me the promotion where it comes by not easy 
A group of girls given to me to handle 
I knew is not easy yet i want tried 
Indeed prayer works wonder 
He answer my Prayer , giving me the strength to go thru , having the wisdom to handle.
We end 2009 amazing !!!
SO what next?