Sunday, 26 October 2008

busy life with diff thoughts n feelings

Sunday mood was sian.In times , whenever i was listen to certain songs or walking through the places we went before, the place where kiss are given to u , the places where we shop, i would start to think of u .
I dont know why , maybe that is what chinese call" huan nian " ba. I dont deny that i dontmiss you yet is just somehow we cant be together. That now , i dont dare to get in any r/s , fear of many thinngs.R./s is a something i would not want to try until i manage to get over it. That may be one of reason that i trying to get my life busy . These months, without you , my life still carry on .
Perhaps , 1 thing that i still struggle is friends around me. I somehow lock myself in 1 world that i dont want much ppl to enter. I felt i m so far distance with her in school. SOmetimes my life in ite becomes boring ,in school, all i could talk with is either evvone , yihong, wilson n teacher. yeT, all we talk aso v limited. Unlike others, wherever they are , always tgt. Sigh !!!
On 24 of oct 2008 , our cell group members went down to jurong west to support our dearest member, JIAQUAN
haha...which is the shot of fames..jiaquan take part in dances...
we were all so high esp shawn , michale n ME were so high..we keep shout with supporting...
guess what? Dainel meets the lockers AD feat Spiderpig(grp name) WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
So surprise !!!well so happy for him..
One thing that i m quite glad that , i had a great time fellowship with michale..a great brother that love to jokes around that really brighten my stressfull life.Every jokes he say, always relax my life. he say that i should let impatience overtake me instead should put down certain stuff ---learn to relax..haha..

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

life so different

hey!!!
alot things happened in me that i may not want to write
Just want to write how i feel recently?
Sad sometimes even lead to negative thoughts
School no longer that fun
May not even know who the true friends
Cry alot !
no matter in school or church
many things lead me to cry out to HIM
still , i remain silent but will tell my everything to HIM
2days ago, i broke down and cry in sch...
Only mr Goh know as feel a little comfort
Regain back the fighting spirit
and Back to who im ..



I think i will mia again soon

Sunday, 12 October 2008

Hey ya here is my dear jie 21 st birthday






Can see me?






All of us were listening to my dearest bro saying his life story abt he been to OGH at the age of 11, iwas listening attentively





We took serveral pics
















Siting beside is my brother, BENGI!!!!!haaha..love this brother
And behind is my ex ex cgl, aso my jie , she always been so dramatic












And Bro Billy with his tu ti , acting emo















this is recent numbo jumbo party
JUst a quick glance

picture describs a thousand words

























































































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Overall, really enjoy having Fun with THem..haha..
Their cares and concern n prayers
haha
is quite late nw
goto bath ...sch reopean !!!