Sunday, 25 May 2008

sometime i really dont understand why guys are always like that ...Hey Girls !!!dun ever easily give in to guys dont ever !!!1guys are never true to gals...they juz treat you as subsitite then when they like ,they treat u gd bt when the feelings is gone ,they will treat u like shit and throw 1 side.
After guy throw u 1 side ,out of suuden they will treat u nice when they cant find a gal that like..Know what..sometime i just feel that hao nan ren tou si guang le !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well ,for nw i just want to focus in HIM
HE is the only want that will love us..HE never forsake us!

Friday, 2 May 2008

2nd may 2008
Lesson today have swimming lesson,juz to call us to swim a few laps then done
wat sia!!!like that aso wan ask to swim..haiz!!
then mari..n i share 1 bathroom..shhn..mari bath v v v long..hmm that reali takes ages.I was done in 15min ,asking her:mari,be quick!!! we gona to b late!!!
she loves to surb herself clean,,ooo then finally she is done..haha..
Finally,class dismiss ,yet i late due to some com stuff to handle,as i m suspost to mit xinyi at 1pm
after 1n half hr , we finally eat our favourite stuff--------beiebei mian n pao pao cha!!!haha
we chat while eating then xy cry...really thxs LORD 4 me being some1 listener
Nw...is cellgroup...we have games organised by janice n michelle..quite fun.YEt this grp 2 where i belong LOSE...using butt to write our grp name (paint)
Lucky,like what louis say that we did not choose 1000yrs ago which is more worst..hahah
Bryna today share abt the impt of prayers..hahah..do refresh my mindset of prayer
(Prayer is about GOD not about me)
i think that strikes me is be consistent in Prayer to really feel HIM DEEPER such as GOD talking to u
could feel the tengible presence of HIM,we worship even more then is FELLowshiP time..haah
we have healthy sandwich then some brothers they cook noodles even after they eaten the sandwiches.
Well,they are always big eatter..opps!!!hee
talkinf msn with my dear bro..abt r/s..
then talking abt my ex..saying that he like some1
when i see this,i dunno y i feel so piss off
and ANGRY...almost drop tears as we tok further
i juz dunno y whatever he say or wat do,it affects me ,my mood
I used to thinking of hateing him yet i cant..LORD says 4give & 4get
So i take 1 step of faith to 4give watever to does ,trying my best to treat him my bro..nw still trying
Sometimes i feel that if u r some1 that is unsure or unstable in yr feelings towards others,then dun anyhow tell her u like her,giving her a hope then until certain time u did nt really commit then u feel she nt the right gal ,then tell her u wan 2 break,this action nt only selfish bt immature...It really hurts alot!!!