One Little Things

In my heart - (Dumbo) will only be him ..
That where i can be so assure (:

2012

Tuesday night- Home
he and me had a firece fight on the monday night
I knew that his heart bleed , bleeding non-stop
I knew that i had hurt his heart
Yet i had to hide my heart , be the person that ignores and leave all behind
The things that he done , all only can hide in my heart
Only my Abba knows why i have to do that
Looking at he kneeling down , i know that he had cast his pride behind
Still ..
All along .. an open heart leads to either abuandnace of life or downward
A man that could do so much , yet i dont feel secure with him . An fear in me that i dont know how to explain - In me , I am happy that he hug me , hold my hands , be there with me ..
Yet in me , i dont feel the fullest happiness like others do. I do fear that i cant find another who loves me so much , knowing what i want .. I just have to do it.
Without any reason ..
God , only you knows my heart bleed..My heart desires only you

Infront of YOU , i am weak
Infront of him , i got to stand strong
Infront of people, Simile

Guess i will stop here ..
God , wo shu liang ren , liang ren shu wo.