cg dinner

shawn was doin his rice

ooo mellisa was cookin while others helpin

These few wks ,i have been quite busy ...Busy working ...hhahhs...Although i only see him once a week ,yet will continue be there for him...Busy until my leg so pain ..hahhas ..no choice has to work ...1 thing that that i gg share was that last cg ,we have dinner together...As for me ,i playing games with the cgbs and janice too...Partly bcos he was there....wanting to look at him more...so then we eat together ,joyce taking picture ,bryna helping in kitchen ,mellisa cooking chicken ...ooooMeillisa cooks was so awesome ...i cant even cook that...sson we have game again then bro raymond share about his story that touches me deeply
I cried ,feeling that bro raymond was going thru simething similar as me ,yet i seem to be so much weaker than him...In certain times ,i even become negative ...Thxs LORD that bro raymond support me ,teaching me and aso keep on encouraging me ....I really love this brother...
another is this week i have been struggleing from strong perscution ,quarrel with my mum ,dad and sis ...i dun want to quarell with them or even to give them bad attuide ,yet i dun seem to have thatpeace .....i share this to bryna and him...bryna tok to me and he toks to me on phone ,he encourage him to look postive and pray and leave it to LORD ....Aso nw is Arise and Build that devil will do all things to block us from doing great things for HIM...ya that all le ..wil update soon

chalet

recently ,my mood was nt so gd...whatever i do,seem dun do it well...seem to be so restless...i call to chat with desmond ,it do helps bt nt much.The nxt day(14 nov 2007) ,i wake up earli as i could nt slp..well so juz nice,bryna msg me..abt fasting .I began to chat with her on sms ,then she call my phone so we chat on phone ...i felt better after chating eith her...
on 15 nov 2007 ,i went 4 interview then i went to chalet..mood still quite low..i met my primary sch classmate ,she and her friends were aso gg to chalet so we went together.we reach the chalet ,i almost miss the stop,luckily i saw bel n linyi if nt wo hui mi lu le...!hahhaas..i went chalet then chat with my lao gong A,laopao and my sis..hee...do talk abt about him...then we wait 4 taiya haahhas.finally we gals cook nuggert,fishballs and sstay...ooo nice nice ...some are stolen to eat by we gals ...then those boys went to eat the fried rice le
didnteven wait 4 us....after some time,we hear a scream,all of us thought is ther e is a fire ...who knows is they see i xiao qiang...all of them was frigthened i then help them to get rid of the xiao qiang...it was funny after all ..
after all the tiring day ,we gals the ate our dinner .we then have water bomb activities hahah s,is was so fun.soon ,i cal cheemun to fill a tub of water to pour over me,bel advised me nt do ,however i juz want make myself wet ,this make me feelbetter....A birthday songs was sang ,we ate it ...sooo nice...then we take turns to bathe ,,,yokejin 1st ,xinyi 2nd ,bel 3rd then ME! after all the gals has bathe ,dinah and 1 chat toether ,the others then play game ...hahhas they even eat tibits...they then play sparker ..soo many smoke ,...hahahas
then i went up to balcony ,sitting alone ...looking at the stars ...thinking of him couldnt b able to slp...i juz daze ,while listen to the song that he sent to me..Being alone was so good .then chee mun came out and ask zm i ok?i ans and say to me that i am ok ...Zheng Rui ,randy then yen kang came out and ask ...i didnt except that they came and ask me what happen .I really appreciated that they would me this friend,a normal friend like me.bel ,yokejin and xinyi also concern me .thanks alot! I drink abit of alcohlic from zr hahas...it was nice .i ask yk4 some .he dun wan hahahs..i know that all of our guy friends are rather nt a bad person...he dun encourages ,then began to chat ....slowly he bean to chat with me...i began to be more open to him,then talk about my problems ....we chat about 3 hours ,hantto hahahas he came and ask wheather we finish chating hahhs.After cahting with me,i seem to know yk as another person.I felt even better after chating with him ,now are more cheerful gal...ya ...i did nt sleep the whole night ,sson is another day le.chating with cheemun and hantto ..telling hp nt to drink so much ,he did nt want listen ,asking him to slp he didnt want too.i was angry =(...
then soon all of us left except dinah ang taiya .and malay gals ..hajahahs.we took bus home.immediatey ,i fall alseep after worship GOD for 3 song s then i fall alseep.that day i gt a call that i will be able to start work and i went out with bel and linyi to get the stuff that we want.That day ,i had a bad quarrel with mu mum ,i cry badly .stIll i went to cg after i gt my stuff .i felt so much better to leave it all to HIM ...soon my mum call and i quarrel again then i cry ...i hate the devil ...however .i not gg to give up...i shall continue to seek LORD that i know i will grow spiritual strong .mature christian nad will have my breakthough ....hao le thatall i could update

that nite

it was sunday where we have scv..i love it!having the anoiting of holy spirit that came upon me ,i like it..hahhahs...it strengthen me alot..then we haf a great scv with Ulf Ekman,he seems to be so happy ..hee!the whole scv was 3 and 1/2 hrs ,i do enjoy alot=)we even haf enjoy a mimi concert too...we aso have own cg pm at ben anutie jia at 3.3o .the pm was so awesome that the presence of LoRd was so Strong!i love to feel LORD 's presence and in HIS dewelling place.soon i go and watch him playing baskerball.the match was amazing...then i went to his jia..i juz want to pei him abit more...HAving to see his dog..hahahs,he didnt bathe her.his dog seem to so frighten ,haiz he should spent more time to bring her out,i believe this will be better....then ......
we kiss n hug and we together.and hold hands..this really make me cant bear part with him..he and me went supermarket ..wanting to buy somethings to eat ,yet haahahs we dunno wat to eat!he sent me to bustop ,my bus came and we had a kiss b4 i left...i was really miss him that make me want to see him..haiz will try my best to do my o 's too as is a time that i could shine well 4 HIM..kk that alll

photo

this is my excgl...she loves to take picture of herself...ha

hahs..used to it le

hahaahs..this is what my excgl do in eugene room..nt bad right

on that silent night

On that night,7 of nov 2007...is a unforgetable night for me...that day ,earlly morning i went to belinda 's hse to make jasnie gift...hahahs,although is tiring that i onli slept 3 hrs,however i enjoy!
Then i went to meet him(sm)at tamp mrt station,he was with a cgb together as he has juz discharged from hosiptal...so we went to eat lunch ..(sm) and i eat lunch together ...hahas i gif him alot of rice ,i aso gif him sum portions of fish.he gif me some meat..hahhas...is always in my mind..
so then went to arcade,he likes to play parapara,which is sometimes that is haed 4 me to learn.I was watching him playing,until he is breadthless,wahhahahs,nt young le still so active!so then we went to take a bus to hougang ...Again we went to macdonale with cgb n cgs..haahhs!he treat we all to eat...is a blessing hhahas.As we r eating,we fellowship that i learn alot in him when he (sm)is was having convertation with cgb...then we take a trian to kovan..to celebrate Eugene's birthday...we play card game,wel i dun even noe how to play so i sat beside him n c him play...In the middle,i do learn abit ...then we play baskerball by borrow a ball from a small little boy...after awhile ,joyce they all came...so we all went to welcome..\
Joyce want to gif Eugene a surprise that she went to his room to hang something..haahs that was so funny.Meanwhile,the rest were at downstair,play baskerball together ,i was same grp as him ,yet my baskerball skill was the lousier,still in the grp..we haf a great fun...soon ,joyce gif Eugene a surprise..he was force to wear the funny things at his head..then we take photo...hee..we help him pray n sing birthday song...phew!then we went down play again,then i stopped and went to toilet cool myself down ..i was sweat like mad.we sing birthday songs again with Eugene other friends,we had cake ...too is nice..hahhs
(sm),i went home together...so when we go to hougang and take bus.As we r going to cross the road,we hold hands and cross ...in deep ,i was happy hahhs..we sat together and i slept on his shoulder.I had never had this before,where i wish to continue like this with no end..however ,it happen so fast and short...we tok and i juz lie on his shoulder.i like being with him,slowly i begin to understand him what kind of person he is...To like some1 that loves LORD juz like me ,is nt easy..Previously ,1 guy that i like,he was the main source that makes me lose focus on LORD..i hate that feelings...Wel,back to here,(sm) and i grew closer .Haiz then soon we reach,i was thinking how come so fast reach..sob so then we went seperate ways...
kk that all i want to update...will continue do what i surpose to do..May GoD Bless