In my heart - (Dumbo) will only be him ..
That where i can be so assure (:
That where i can be so assure (:
Tuesday, 24 April 2012
2012
Tuesday night- Home
he and me had a firece fight on the monday night
I knew that his heart bleed , bleeding non-stop
I knew that i had hurt his heart
Yet i had to hide my heart , be the person that ignores and leave all behind
The things that he done , all only can hide in my heart
Only my Abba knows why i have to do that
Looking at he kneeling down , i know that he had cast his pride behind
Still ..
All along .. an open heart leads to either abuandnace of life or downward
A man that could do so much , yet i dont feel secure with him . An fear in me that i dont know how to explain - In me , I am happy that he hug me , hold my hands , be there with me ..
Yet in me , i dont feel the fullest happiness like others do. I do fear that i cant find another who loves me so much , knowing what i want .. I just have to do it.
Without any reason ..
God , only you knows my heart bleed..My heart desires only you
Infront of YOU , i am weak
Infront of him , i got to stand strong
Infront of people, Simile
Guess i will stop here ..
God , wo shu liang ren , liang ren shu wo.
he and me had a firece fight on the monday night
I knew that his heart bleed , bleeding non-stop
I knew that i had hurt his heart
Yet i had to hide my heart , be the person that ignores and leave all behind
The things that he done , all only can hide in my heart
Only my Abba knows why i have to do that
Looking at he kneeling down , i know that he had cast his pride behind
Still ..
All along .. an open heart leads to either abuandnace of life or downward
A man that could do so much , yet i dont feel secure with him . An fear in me that i dont know how to explain - In me , I am happy that he hug me , hold my hands , be there with me ..
Yet in me , i dont feel the fullest happiness like others do. I do fear that i cant find another who loves me so much , knowing what i want .. I just have to do it.
Without any reason ..
God , only you knows my heart bleed..My heart desires only you
Infront of YOU , i am weak
Infront of him , i got to stand strong
Infront of people, Simile
Guess i will stop here ..
God , wo shu liang ren , liang ren shu wo.
Sunday, 14 November 2010
....
How?why?
I dont know...
This time the test is so different form previous
Felt numbless, Not knowing what to do
Just leave to GOD to handle
Pray , Fast , Read the Word
Lord!!!! I reallly need the strength & Wisdom from u
To handle & Past every single trail that u give to me
I dont know...
This time the test is so different form previous
Felt numbless, Not knowing what to do
Just leave to GOD to handle
Pray , Fast , Read the Word
Lord!!!! I reallly need the strength & Wisdom from u
To handle & Past every single trail that u give to me
Monday, 14 June 2010
Random update
Boo!!!
Something i want to say after a msn conversation with 1 of my friend
he say that i am someone who wear a mask to concern him
I was mad yet with a alright mind
Not becos i am , yet because he cant get what he want in me that he say this
By doing this , you are just trying to ACT strong with pride
I would laugh
he even comment that when he saw the news about city harvest , he laugh
In my heart , i had a vision
That show : With HIM , HE shall regin
We might have this news , yet we are stronger than u not know
We shall rejoice and still praise HIM
you may be laughing yet i shall say you are a fool
At the end of day , you might be lost but that dont bother me.
Cause i know that , i concern u where i treat you as my friend and I DONT WEAR A MASK
you might not appreciate it , that does not hurt me just to show that who you really are.
Something i want to say after a msn conversation with 1 of my friend
he say that i am someone who wear a mask to concern him
I was mad yet with a alright mind
Not becos i am , yet because he cant get what he want in me that he say this
By doing this , you are just trying to ACT strong with pride
I would laugh
he even comment that when he saw the news about city harvest , he laugh
In my heart , i had a vision
That show : With HIM , HE shall regin
We might have this news , yet we are stronger than u not know
We shall rejoice and still praise HIM
you may be laughing yet i shall say you are a fool
At the end of day , you might be lost but that dont bother me.
Cause i know that , i concern u where i treat you as my friend and I DONT WEAR A MASK
you might not appreciate it , that does not hurt me just to show that who you really are.
Monday, 29 March 2010
GirlFriend Day
29 March 2010
I went to run 3.5km today at bedok resourvior
Great Challenge to me
Aim= 4.2km , yet in the end only 3.5km
Almost fainted the moment i stop running.
I tired to walk the remaining 1.2km to finish the race.
Doing warm up so as to slow the beating of my heart beat
Due to the asmatha that i have , right way of breathing is important to me.
After resting for 15 min , i decided to go home.
Taking Bus , the moment i reach home, immediately , i vomit badly that...
Walking steps by steps home, i quickly rest on the floor.
Truly Thanks GOD for grace and healing that the giddyness has gone.
Today , me and my girlfriend had a great time chatting at starbuck for 2 hrs
Went to tamp mal walk while we cling on each other(haha)
Walk to tamp1 , decided to eat Chicken BBQ
I went to run 3.5km today at bedok resourvior
Great Challenge to me
Aim= 4.2km , yet in the end only 3.5km
Almost fainted the moment i stop running.
I tired to walk the remaining 1.2km to finish the race.
Doing warm up so as to slow the beating of my heart beat
Due to the asmatha that i have , right way of breathing is important to me.
After resting for 15 min , i decided to go home.
Taking Bus , the moment i reach home, immediately , i vomit badly that...
Walking steps by steps home, i quickly rest on the floor.
Truly Thanks GOD for grace and healing that the giddyness has gone.
Today , me and my girlfriend had a great time chatting at starbuck for 2 hrs
Went to tamp mal walk while we cling on each other(haha)
Walk to tamp1 , decided to eat Chicken BBQ
Sunday, 28 March 2010
March news
23 march 2010
I have wonderful time with HIM
Though i have to make a decision between HIM n birthday celebration
Yet i choose...
Dr Paul Kim share his experience
What hits me is his strong focus and faith
Mat 6:33
Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all things shall be added to you
It really inspire me to keep focus on HIM no matter how things may look like
That on this day , i m glad that i choose HIM , knewing that this year , gona be full of challenges and fruitfulness
It lead me to make a decision where to Pray deeper, Read more and Fast more
My connect grp gona Grow , Grow , Grow
After 23 march , i receive 4 cakes total, is 1 more than 2 yrs ago
I received a Birthday cake from my sis
Next is from my BS mates- they brought me cheesecake , which i dont eat yet amazing , i finish 3/4 of it.
3rd is my my cousian that celebrates with me after the leader's meeting at a small dark corner at JW building(haha)
Lastly is celebrates with jiu bang, at Tampines mall .( So happy to see them , we ate ,talk , laugh )
I have wonderful time with HIM
Though i have to make a decision between HIM n birthday celebration
Yet i choose...
Dr Paul Kim share his experience
What hits me is his strong focus and faith
Mat 6:33
Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all things shall be added to you
It really inspire me to keep focus on HIM no matter how things may look like
That on this day , i m glad that i choose HIM , knewing that this year , gona be full of challenges and fruitfulness
It lead me to make a decision where to Pray deeper, Read more and Fast more
My connect grp gona Grow , Grow , Grow
After 23 march , i receive 4 cakes total, is 1 more than 2 yrs ago
I received a Birthday cake from my sis
Next is from my BS mates- they brought me cheesecake , which i dont eat yet amazing , i finish 3/4 of it.
3rd is my my cousian that celebrates with me after the leader's meeting at a small dark corner at JW building(haha)
Lastly is celebrates with jiu bang, at Tampines mall .( So happy to see them , we ate ,talk , laugh )
Tuesday, 16 March 2010
Temptation
Exam over..
Holiday comes..
1st few days , i m excited
Now, suddenly thought of BGR
Something i dislike the most , yet wanted so much
Leading me to emo
Ever since ,i make a decision
I tired my best to avoid , to surrender every single to HIM
Most of time, i did it
what are emotion? what are thoughts?
Something that might control you for life or
you control them instead
Decision? Control them ..
Thank GOD i did , maintaining it.
Though i have thoughts; why did i not have a partner ?looking at my besti , i always have a urge .
I know that i cant have it now, i m scared to have it
so scared that i just leave the problem to you , knowing that you will settle it.
March 16 2010
temptation
1) food
2) r/s
In this day , i will keep serving , loving and obey
I know that YOU are the key of all solution
Thank YOU for the promotion
people might not know me , might not understand
yet i know , only u know..
Loves YOU
Night muckies
Holiday comes..
1st few days , i m excited
Now, suddenly thought of BGR
Something i dislike the most , yet wanted so much
Leading me to emo
Ever since ,i make a decision
I tired my best to avoid , to surrender every single to HIM
Most of time, i did it
what are emotion? what are thoughts?
Something that might control you for life or
you control them instead
Decision? Control them ..
Thank GOD i did , maintaining it.
Though i have thoughts; why did i not have a partner ?looking at my besti , i always have a urge .
I know that i cant have it now, i m scared to have it
so scared that i just leave the problem to you , knowing that you will settle it.
March 16 2010
temptation
1) food
2) r/s
In this day , i will keep serving , loving and obey
I know that YOU are the key of all solution
Thank YOU for the promotion
people might not know me , might not understand
yet i know , only u know..
Loves YOU
Night muckies
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